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𝕀𝕥’𝕤 𝕄𝕪 𝔹𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕙𝕕𝕒𝕪!
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If this were any other year I’d spend all day preparing to be the hottest bitch at The Abbey, but Covid has once again ruined my birthday plans 😤
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So, if you’re feeling generous, you can buy my debut novel as a gift to me 😏 you can Venmo a hot girl (me I am the hot girl) @LoveNadine-B oooorrrr you can get me something from my Amazon wishlist, which is currently linked in my bio.
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Now I will crawl back under the rock from which I came 🪨
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#birthday #author #authorsofinstagram #sagittarius #bookstagram #bookrecommendations #latinx #womenofhorror #booklover

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝑒, 𝐹𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝑒, 𝐹𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝔹𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕋𝕠𝕦𝕣
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Going on the road with some of my fellow @flowersongpress authors, with a few dates in December, and more scheduled for Northern California in January, 2022 (TBD)
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I’m excited to be bringing ‘Charlie’ to the world! I hope to add more venues and (🤞) more states soon, and see as many of your lovely faces as I can!
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Are you a book store or art gallery in search of some amazing authors and poets for your next event? DM me and let’s set something up!
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#booktour #indieauthor #latinx #latinxart #womenwhowrite #writing #writingcommunity #bookstagram #booklover

I started off like a care in the world hadn’t g

I started off like a care in the world
hadn’t gotten to me but
by the end of it I was stricken with
yesterdays doubts and the torn
ends of cigarettes
snuffed out on sidewalks under feet—

Sometimes I hear Elvis sing
Blue Christmas and I think of
begonias swept
off the doormats of stores
because in California we always seem
to have spring flowers weeping
past their sell-by date
The shop windows close
night pulls itself around me quick
a sudden onrush of crushed velvet tipped
mourning like when the speed hits
and I’m swept along the current
Of pain and stolen merchandise
sitting easily against my chest
Have you got another minute
To spare me from
this bullshit hypocrisy?

I don’t keep
My feelings inside a paper cup
I give it all away
and hope it comes back to me
someday
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#poetry #dailypoetry #writingcommunity #writing #poem #photography #art #writersofinstagram #writerscentre

𝕄𝕖𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝔸𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠

𝕄𝕖𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝔸𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕣
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I’ve been tagged in several meet the author posts, most recently by @xbadmoonrising so I thought now was the best time to (re)introduce myself to my followers and all those guys that have one way conversations in my DMs.
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Hi! I’m Natalie Sierra. I’m a Latinx indie author, which means I write a lot and get paid about .000003 cents per piece that no one reads except maybe that one dude that’s always asking me to write a story about him that features being stomped on by very sharp-heeled boots.
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I love trash, rescuing animals from the side of the road, cooking, antiques, deep down dirty prose that makes me ache for oblivion, benders, movies, aaaaand my family. I love to write poetry,
🌶 🌶🌶🌶🌶erotica, horror, and the occasional mind blowing novel. My prose is unmatched and I’ve never heard of Shakespeare in my life (Mariah Carey “I don’t know her” shake).
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I’m confident in my abilities as a writer; I’m angry, I’m stupid and selfish and kind. I like to make myself laugh because the world is a shite place, and if I make you laugh too then for one second I’m lessening the horror that is the human experience.
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I like to act coarse and disgusting because people then leave me alone which I’m happy to be. I don’t like men especially those that loudly talk about their achievements within earshot as if I’m supposed to get wet or something (The only time I get wet is when I pull into the Olive Garden parking lot).
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I should have been a meme page but I’m too stupid to think of them on my own so I collect the best ones and repost, which a lot of people follow me for. Which is fine. It’s not really but I’ll live. Or survive. Anyway buy my book from the bio 🔗 ‘Charlie, Forever and Ever’ as my publisher nominated it for a Hemingway/ Pen Award for 2022. It’s indie fiction at its finest 🧬
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I’ll tag authors in the comments
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#alternatehistory #penhemingway #latinx #latinxnovel #indieauthor #meetthewriter #bookstagram #book #bookrecommendations #poetry #prose #shakespearewho

5 books to read to not end up another number in a

5 books to read to not end up another number in a dudes phone
#Datingadvice #bookstagram #bookrecommendations #booktok

Happy birthday to my big sister @jvmartinez1 she l

Happy birthday to my big sister @jvmartinez1 she lied to the cops for me and that makes her the realest mf I know

“ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ ᴛʀᴇᴍʙʟᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱʜᴀᴋᴇꜱ; ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴛɪʟᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀxɪꜱ, ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙɪʟɪᴛʏ ɪꜱ ʙᴏʀɴ.” -ᴄʜᴀʀʟɪᴇ, ꜰᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀ
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Today is release day for my debut novel, Charlie, Forever and Ever.
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Charlie, a young doctoral student of mixed race with schizoaffective disorder, in 1990’s Manhattan, is on the brink of discovery when she meets- and falls in love with- 𝒷𝑜𝓎𝑔𝑜𝒹; the troubled heir to a tech company ruled by his beautiful and ruthless mother, Daphne Fitzgerald-Turner. The pair immerse themselves in an intense relationship, fueled by drugs and a traumatic bond with their respective mothers. Boygod, whose volatile relationship with imperious Daphne crosses many shocking borders, and Charlie, whose own mother’s struggles with mental illness lead to a near case of filicide.
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As Charlie delves further into the shadowy realms of science and her mind, she becomes convinced that she can predict the future, that the technology she creates will be responsible for untold misery throughout the world. Unable to extricate herself from the web of her abusive relationships, Charlie begins to spiral further into the imagined safety of the whispers of her mind. What they have to say may change the narrative of humankind or doom it completely.
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Told through hauntingly poetic prose by Charlie and the boygod, Charlie, Forever and Ever will lead you through an evocative labyrinth of deep, erotic desires and contrary hearts.
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Available where all books are sold, including @barnesandnoble @amazon and of course through my amazing publisher (and preferred method of purchase) @flowersongpress
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#indie #indieauthor #bookstagram #bookrecommendations #bookish #bookbirthday #booknerd #booklover #book #barnesandnoble #flowersongpress #latinx

Saw @wafmichael @angelus_sanguis @ladybrooklynn an

Saw @wafmichael @angelus_sanguis @ladybrooklynn and @xbadmoonrising doing their book stack challenge and of course I wanted in. It was late last night so a bitch was tired 😂 also strong arm Barbie is is always in my camera roll
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Got some Stephen King, Junji Ito, Ocean Vuong, Amparo Davila, and lots more 😉
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#showmeyouronehandstack #bigbooks #bookstagram #bookloop #booklover #horror #writersofinstagram #books

𝐿𝑒𝓉 𝑀𝑒 𝑅𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒴𝑜𝓊
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Reading an excerpt from my debut novel, “Charlie, Forever and Ever”, available for order from @flowersongpress Link in the bio to purchase your copy.
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Cover design by Luis Aguirre @monstercadet
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Book reviewers, please contact Edward Vidaurre at @flowersongpress for an ARC.
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#speculativefiction #womenwhowrite #indieauthor #newyorkcity #manhattan #1990s #latinxauthor #bookstagram #calm #booklover #readersofinstagram #bookphotography #alternatehistory

I Could Be Nothing . I’ve been dreaming of a dea

I Could Be Nothing
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I’ve been dreaming of a death so clean,
it swims under the lids of mankind
like a forgotten virtue
A mother’s love
Self-sacrifice.

Oh god,
the cells of my reach behold
so many slithering temptations
trumpeting under my window
I can hardly breathe
from their constriction.

I want to be all
or nothing
at once.
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📸 of Merle Oberon circa 1930s
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#poetry #poetryisntdead #poetrycommunity #poem #poetrylovers

When the Sunlight Ends . I am a wasted martyr on

When the Sunlight Ends
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I am a wasted martyr
on trees of silt.
Stockings run with errors
ten pages long of
how many times I
tried to find god
on the tongues of men
whose promises whither
when the sunlight ends.

What I gather in my heart
is coincidence and
in my tenderness
for such things I mistaken it for love.
On whose arrow do I fall for
except my own?
What sword can
cleave the moon in two?
One for me,
one for you.

See, there,
I’m doing it again.
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📸 of Martha Graham by Imogen Cunningham
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#poetry #womenwhowrite #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetryofinstagram #poetryisnotaluxury

Apparently it’s #nationalauthorsday so here’s

Apparently it’s #nationalauthorsday so here’s a few pics of ya gworl they are all of me no matter what your eyes tell you

October meme drop and my venmo in case you’re a

October meme drop and my venmo in case you’re a man consuming my content thinking it’s free 💰

𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟 ℝ𝕚𝕕𝕕𝕝𝕖𝕤
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Somewhere inside of myself
a ball of yarn slowly unravels
tangles it’s frayed end
around my ovaries.
Pulls so tight
all breath becomes suspended.

What sinks to the bottom
like stones? Holds
a river in its mouth
Gives me a lie
that only mirrors see
Has drawn a figure
eight on my belly and yet
whispers in the gloaming
that I am not the one

What is grief?
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#poetry #writing #womenwhowrite #writer #writersofinstagram #writing #writingcommunity #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖊𝖑𝖜𝖆𝖎𝖙𝖊 . Rev

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖊𝖑𝖜𝖆𝖎𝖙𝖊
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Review time! 💀
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Chapelwaite, a new series that debuted on @epix in August, is such a well-written, thoughtful AND horrifying show. Adrien Brody, Emily Hampshire, Jennifer Ens, Sirena Gulamgaus, and Ian Ho, play captain Charles Boone, Rebecca Morgan (the Boone children’s governess, who has a few secrets of her own) Honor, Loa, and Tane (respectively) all do such a phenomenal job at portraying a family in crises, living in a town on the edge of disaster, who fear them simply for the color of their skin.
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What Midnight Mass lacked in dread, Chapelwaite has in spades. The vampires were just as complex as the people, with their hierarchies and dramas. Jakob, their leader, is truly terrifying to watch on screen.
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The secondary characters were brilliant, especially Minister Burroughs and his wife Alice, whose story is compelling to watch. And Minister Burroughs reminds me Father Callahan, who my fellow Stephen King junkies may remember, plays a pivotal role in the SK universe 👀
Where Chapelwaite is based from.
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Highly recommend to vampire fans, Stephen King junkies, or anyone looking for a good scare this spooky season 🧛🏻‍♂️
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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#vampire #reviews #stephenking #salemslot #chapelwaite #thedarktower #periodpiece

𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐻𝓊𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝒯𝑒

𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐻𝓊𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝒯𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝒻𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝑀𝑒

𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 ℍ𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕣 𝕋𝕖𝕣𝕣𝕚𝕗𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕄𝕖
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He awoke something so feral in me. So ugly and greedy. Something that hungered.
My heart is a knife that begs to cut. To give sacrifice or penance, i know not the difference. My mouth is a siren, a maddening song full of dark promise dancing on my tongue.
Come and kiss it.

Within the moon glows a million bright eyes aimed at your mind. She hears me calling for you. Hear me when I say to you all that breaks upon the water is chance and all that’s going to happen to you already has. This life is one long blink of the eye before we are once again swept up and tossed across frightening shores.

I want to be there to see all the people you will become. To touch each face and know that I hold them in my center, cherish each one. Now and forever. Forgive my little heart. It can only hold so much before it begins to overflow.
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#poetry #poetrycommunity #womenwhowrite #writingcommunity #writinglife #passionpassport

📕 𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓑𝓸𝓾𝓭𝓸𝓲𝓻

📕 𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓑𝓸𝓾𝓭𝓸𝓲𝓻 📕
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John Waters famously said, “if you go home with somebody, and they don't have books, don't fuck 'em!” And I wholeheartedly agree 😉
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I would NEVER miss a chance to show off how hot I am… so when I noticed some of my writing friends, like @xbadmoonrising @the.gillian.dowell and @s.voerman posting their very 🥵 #bookboudoir posts… well I decided to join in on the fun. 🔥
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Also wanted to show my new nightie 🖤🌑 😏
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Books pictured:
Medusa, by Natalie Sierra (me)
Rebecca, by Daphne Du Maurier
Beauty’s Kingdom, by Anne Rice
Lobizona, by Romina Garber
Her Body and Other Parties, by Carmen Maria Machado
The Whispering House, by Elizabeth Brooks
Dreamland For Keeps, by Sarah Nichols
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#readingissexy #bibliophile #bookstagram #booklover

The ghost of Douglas Fairbanks (whose grave Im pos

The ghost of Douglas Fairbanks (whose grave Im posing in front of)
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Little flashback here: back in 2014, @spoontheband threw an incredible show at the @hwdforever cemetery. If you know me at all, you know I love Spoon and Old Hollywood, so I was thrilled when it was announced. We happened to walk by Douglas Fairbanks (who,along with Charlie Chaplin and Mary Pickford, founded United Artists and the Motion Picture Academy) grave after the show was over. I asked my mans @parliament0f0wls to snap a picture of me, and, after we looked at the results. we noticed the strange white streak in front of it.
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Of course, this being 2014, I don’t have the clear version, just the one I slapped a filter on 😩😩 but it’s still a cool picture!
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This is the least scary time I’ve ever dealt with something supernatural 😂 Question: Have you ever had a ghostly encounter? 👻
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#ghost #hollywood #hollywoodforevercemetery #douglasfairbanks #oldhollywood #paramormal

𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝕵𝖆𝖓𝖊 𝕷𝖆𝖜𝖗𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊
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The @barnesandnoble Book Club pick for the month of October is a thrilling, gothic horror tinged with a little black magic.
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Jane Shoringfield decides that the best thing for her future is to secure a husband who will allow her to remain independent and occupied in meaningful work. She meets and marries Dr. Augustine Lawrence, who agrees to the arrangement on the condition that she never visits the crumbling family mansion he lives in. But when she’s forced to spend the night in the mansion, she realizes that her husband isn’t the person she thought he was, and nothing in the derelict mansion is what it seems…
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This Crimson Peak inspired tale is the perfect read to get into the spirit of the season❕
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#gothichorror #horrorbooks #bookstagram #bookrecommendations #reading #barnesandnoble #booklover #book

“Oh,” the shadow moaned. “Sweet blood.” 🩸
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Connecticut, 1666. An ancient spirit awakens in a dark wood. They call him many names: Father, demon. Slewfoot. Protector. The colonist’s fear him, but to Abitha, a recently widowed outcast, he is the only one she can turn to in her time of need. Together, they ignite a fierce battle between Pagan and Puritan, one that threatens to reduce their village to nothing more but ashes in the wind.
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This beautiful, haunting book features more than two dozen of Brom’s darkly delicious paintings. Check out my stories to get a glimpse inside this hallucinogenic folk horror tale.
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#beautifulbooks #horrorbooks #livedeliciously #slewfoot #reader #reading #witchcraft #bookstagram #bookrecommendations #booklover #bookish #barnesandnoble #horror

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